[Bellamy. Lexa wondered if she'd ever have Clarke's trust like that. Unblinkingly sure of his goodness, of his intent even so far away.
Lexa quickly shoved away the flair of jealousy at the fact duty was unlikely to ever truly interfere with him helping her, he would never start a war within his own people for doing so. He could even go with her, if he was here. Lexa can't. Lexa couldn't even if she was well.
She swallows, licks her lips though that barely helps.]
You must be careful, Clarke. We do not know what is going on inside Arkadia. [Even with Bellamy, Lexa thinks but leaves out. Mere jealousy, surely. That is a weakness. Even so, she wishes she could go. Just be Anya's second and not Heda, for a night, or a week...
Oh well.]
I will rest. But do not be so sure I cannot convince the boy to lie for me, I have my ways. [She forces a smile, wishing she could get up to escort her out to the gates if not take her home, sneak in with her. But she is too weak and sitting up for Clarke hadn't improved the situation.]
Go, Octavia, like Indra, lacks a certain amount of patience and my getting shot has probably wasted all of it.
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Lexa quickly shoved away the flair of jealousy at the fact duty was unlikely to ever truly interfere with him helping her, he would never start a war within his own people for doing so. He could even go with her, if he was here. Lexa can't. Lexa couldn't even if she was well.
She swallows, licks her lips though that barely helps.]
You must be careful, Clarke. We do not know what is going on inside Arkadia. [Even with Bellamy, Lexa thinks but leaves out. Mere jealousy, surely. That is a weakness. Even so, she wishes she could go. Just be Anya's second and not Heda, for a night, or a week...
Oh well.]
I will rest. But do not be so sure I cannot convince the boy to lie for me, I have my ways. [She forces a smile, wishing she could get up to escort her out to the gates if not take her home, sneak in with her. But she is too weak and sitting up for Clarke hadn't improved the situation.]
Go, Octavia, like Indra, lacks a certain amount of patience and my getting shot has probably wasted all of it.