[ definitely wants to kiss him. absolutely shouldn't, definitely wants to. his hand drops from kai's hair, now at the base of his neck. his fingers shift there, a light brush of fingertips. he shouldn't be touching him more if it makes him feel like this, when he's so close to doing something that will end horribly for both of them.
he breathes out, eyes finally returning to kai's after a moment of silence. ]
Yes. [ he can't lie about that. it'd be stupid. it's obvious he cares; he's even told kai he likes him, told him he makes him feel human, told him he doesn't want to keep him at arm's length.
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he breathes out, eyes finally returning to kai's after a moment of silence. ]
Yes. [ he can't lie about that. it'd be stupid. it's obvious he cares; he's even told kai he likes him, told him he makes him feel human, told him he doesn't want to keep him at arm's length.
kai's right. it's kind of too late. ]