[ neve felt on the edge of something, teetering. he made no effort to pull back, only let things be, only let them happen. it felt liberating to just go with the moment, rather than trying to control every minute of the exchange and get it to go in the direction he felt was best.
he kept touching kai's neck, but now a bit more firm, almost massaging the base of his neck. still idle enough that he could pretend he was doing it without thinking, even though he was very, very focused on the touch. ]
Me too.
[ his eyes fell to kai's lips again, and he wanted to press his own to them so badly it was embarrassing. he usually had more control, but he felt if he didn't stop looking into kai's face he would end up kissing him within the next five minutes, and that... that was too much to entertain. instead he pressed closer, dunking his face against kai's shoulder and winding his arm around his middle.
as if that was any better. his nose was against kai's neck now, and he could smell his soap on him. ]
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he kept touching kai's neck, but now a bit more firm, almost massaging the base of his neck. still idle enough that he could pretend he was doing it without thinking, even though he was very, very focused on the touch. ]
Me too.
[ his eyes fell to kai's lips again, and he wanted to press his own to them so badly it was embarrassing. he usually had more control, but he felt if he didn't stop looking into kai's face he would end up kissing him within the next five minutes, and that... that was too much to entertain. instead he pressed closer, dunking his face against kai's shoulder and winding his arm around his middle.
as if that was any better. his nose was against kai's neck now, and he could smell his soap on him. ]