[ the way kai smiles up at him makes neve's heart melt. his entire body, really. he feels like he's melting all over. it's like he could see that this meant something in kai's eyes, and like he knew it was a reflection of what was in his own. it was scary, terrifying, even.
but so was the idea of not leaning down when kai leaned up. so was the idea of rolling off of him and out of bed and closing that door forever, potentially losing kai forever. so was the idea of not listening to what everything seemed to be telling him: kai was the right one, kai was good, being around him made him stronger and better.
it had been a balancing act for a while. and now neve tipped over as his lips meet kai's in a kiss.
it's almost chaste. almost. his lips are parted just enough that it's not, but it's as soft as kai makes neve feel. ]
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but so was the idea of not leaning down when kai leaned up. so was the idea of rolling off of him and out of bed and closing that door forever, potentially losing kai forever. so was the idea of not listening to what everything seemed to be telling him: kai was the right one, kai was good, being around him made him stronger and better.
it had been a balancing act for a while. and now neve tipped over as his lips meet kai's in a kiss.
it's almost chaste. almost. his lips are parted just enough that it's not, but it's as soft as kai makes neve feel. ]