[ neve disappears into his kitchen in a hurry. there he takes down two glasses with trembling hands, fills them with water, and then closes his eyes. his hands grip the kitchen counter to steady himself.
he doesn't love henry anymore, apparently, or isn't in love with him anymore. he's married to this guy, who will die if he doesn't love him back. he's married to this guy, and neve will suffer if he doesn't work on their bond.
he needs weeks to process all of this.
he doesn't have that kind of time. it's his responsibility to make sure kai doesn't suffer. he knows heart break and grief. he doesn't want to inflict it on someone just because he did something without knowing what it meant.
when he steps out of the kitchen, he doesn't look any more put together, but he's not sure he could. he hands kai his drink. ]
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he doesn't love henry anymore, apparently, or isn't in love with him anymore. he's married to this guy, who will die if he doesn't love him back. he's married to this guy, and neve will suffer if he doesn't work on their bond.
he needs weeks to process all of this.
he doesn't have that kind of time. it's his responsibility to make sure kai doesn't suffer. he knows heart break and grief. he doesn't want to inflict it on someone just because he did something without knowing what it meant.
when he steps out of the kitchen, he doesn't look any more put together, but he's not sure he could. he hands kai his drink. ]
This is a lot to take in.