I'll die if you reject me and don't embrace the bond. If I die, you'll never feel whole for the rest of your life. [ probably too matter of a fact tone for such a serious subject but kai kind of resigned himself long ago to no one really wanting him. not in a longterm sense anyway.

he fell silent and listened to the rest of what myung needed to say, nodding his head every now and again to show his attention. ]

If it helps, I've never had a relationship - I won't know what to do either. [ his experience just so happened to be zero, minus a kiss in his youth but that had been on a dare and not very nice at the end of the day. ]

If - it - I can try to see if I can get this broken. I've never heard of that done but .... I'm sorry. [ not at all his fault but he felt the need to apologize. ]