au scenarios open post

[ofstarlight]

AU SCENARIOS OPEN POST !

» Hit this up for all kinds of scenarios. » Put my character's name in the subject line. If you leave it blank, I'll surprise you with a muse. » Prose and brackets are both welcomed. » Here are some possibilities but open to all sorts of things! Stranded. Arranged Marriage. Apocalypse / Post-Apocalypse. Assassins. Fake relationships / engagements / marriages. Victorian Era. Fairy Tales. Mythology. The Hunger Games. Harry Potter. The 100. Pick one of my characters: here.

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[stevegrogers]

[ Feeling entirely self conscious, Steve rubbed at the back of his neck for a moment. He never excelled with talking about emotional matters and certainly not with intimacy in any kings of way. His lack of experience only made it worse, especially when others tended to have certain expectations about him. Letting others think what they wanted tended to be easier but he couldn't with Wanda if he wanted them to have a real relationship and bond. ]

With Peggy, we never had time and were fighting a war. Didn't help the commandos were always around us.

[ A tight smile filled his face and he wondered if it would be too weird for Wanda to be with him now. Would she want to be with someone who had real experience to offer her and not so many hang ups? ]

Being in this time - it took awhile to feel - usually people just want Cap and think they know - they wouldn't have -

[ Sighing, his hands fell onto his lap. ] I get it if this is too weird for you.

[divulsion]

[It wasn't her intention to make him feel self conscious, and while Steve certainly doesn't project his discomfort loudly or obviously, she gets the sense of it anyway from his body language and his tone of voice. Just a hint here or there to calm her heart.

Reaching out, she grasps his hand before it hits his lap and holds it tight. She doesn't want him to regret telling her, and she doesn't want him to think that she has a problem with this at all.]

No, it's not too weird for me, that's not it at all.

[She doesn't want this to be a big thing, or make him feel worse.]

I just...[How does she even phrase this? Every concern she has is answered by something he said earlier. She means something to him, which means that he probably doesn't regret his first time was with her. It was special to him, which means that it's not as if it wasn't special for him at all for a first time...and yet--] If I hadn't been impaired, if I had known, I would have taken my time making it special for you. Not that it wasn't but I would have given you the first time that I sometimes wish I'd waited for.