I couldn't hold myself up... [ which seems silly, but makes neve feel flustered. he usually likes being more in control than this.
but also doesn't usually do this. not with someone he's begun to have a strong attachment to. not with someone he doesn't intend to shoo out of his bed as soon as he feels he can breathe normally again. which, apparently, is somewhat impossible with kai's hands and lips on him. he keeps his eyes closed, fighting off the thoughts threatening to break the dam. just another minute, or two, or three. they've come this far, a few minutes more won't hurt, right?
it's been so long since he's been held. and he's never really been held, not like this.
he knows it won't — can't last. ]
I should clean us up, [ he says after a moment, breathing out and lifting himself on his elbow. ] I can do it with magic.
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but also doesn't usually do this. not with someone he's begun to have a strong attachment to. not with someone he doesn't intend to shoo out of his bed as soon as he feels he can breathe normally again. which, apparently, is somewhat impossible with kai's hands and lips on him. he keeps his eyes closed, fighting off the thoughts threatening to break the dam. just another minute, or two, or three. they've come this far, a few minutes more won't hurt, right?
it's been so long since he's been held. and he's never really been held, not like this.
he knows it won't — can't last. ]
I should clean us up, [ he says after a moment, breathing out and lifting himself on his elbow. ] I can do it with magic.