general open post

[ofstarlight]

GENERAL OPEN POST ° Drop off a starter, texting or leave a prompt of some sort, whether text based, quotes or images. AUs welcomed. Please, make sure to link to all pictures.

° Include the character in the subject line or be surprised!

° This is open to all even if we haven't talked before. Feel free to toss things at me.

° Prose and brackets are both welcomed.

Pick one of my characters: here.

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Comments

[stevegrogers]

That can get exhausting eventually.

Bucky doesn't deserve anything that happened to him. It wasn't his choice.

[dothelokimotion]

I'll deal with that eventuality when I approach it.

[ Aka he'll keep doing it until it stops working. ]

Choice or not, he's still irrevocably changed by it. Neither of us are the people we once were.

[stevegrogers]

[ He should not care and yet. ]

Yes,
but you can do so much more if you allowed yourself the chance.

You don't have to just exist.

[dothelokimotion]

[ His anger is a crescendo, even though it's not directed at Steve. ]

What does that mean to be more? No one has wanted me to be more. No one even knows how to define it?

It is easy to say more, but what more is there?

[stevegrogers]

That's what taking the chance is for, Loki.
To explore and find that out.

More is different for everyone.

It's like what makes everything worth it.

[dothelokimotion]

That is easy for those who have worth.

The very measure of my worth — my life and breath — amounted to what my father could use me for.

[stevegrogers]

But it doesn't matter what he thinks now, right?

[dothelokimotion]

[ It chafes to think so . . . ]

No.

But I find it does not make it easier either.

[stevegrogers]

How so?
You could make more of your own decisions?

[dothelokimotion]

I could.

But I wanted him to . . . understand.

[stevegrogers]

Understand you or accept you?

[dothelokimotion]

He would never accept me. Not unless he could use me.

[stevegrogers]

Then you shouldn't bother and should live for yourself.

[dothelokimotion]

Is that what you do?

[stevegrogers]

For all intents and purposes.

[ as far as the public knew he did and well. ]

[dothelokimotion]

That is not an answer.