[ the words had him lighting up, a kind of surprised but very pleased look working over his face. he wanted more than he could properly put into words at the moment. things he did not have a name for yet but maybe would in time. ]
Thank you, Myung. I really appreciate it and I want you to always be open with me! If you ever want or don't want something, I'd like to know.
Yeah. I'll tell you. But just so you know, this is all new to me, too. I can't promise I won't freak out again, because I will. But I'll still do my best and - talk to you.
[ Because Kai had done an amazing job at bringing him down from his panic earlier, so simply, and somehow, Myung had a feeling he'd be able to again. ]
[ likely, they would both freak out while attempting to adjust to things but it would be worth it. kai found it completely worth it and wanted myung to feel wanted and special. if he could manage it, he knew everything else would fall into place. effort mattered at the end of it all. ]
That's all I ask. If we close down on each other or don't even try, this won't work out.... [ which would be terrible given they couldn't end it. well, unless he died but even then myung would feel lost trying to be with anyone else. ]
We can slowly get to know each other. One step at a time. I know some things here about you already!
[ Myung nodded. Kai made sense, even if nothing else did. But Myung could already feel it, in his stomach, how Kai seemed to have a calming, reassuring effect on him. He felt good, here, with Kai by his side.
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Thank you, Myung. I really appreciate it and I want you to always be open with me! If you ever want or don't want something, I'd like to know.
This is all - new to me. Being with someone.
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Yeah. I'll tell you. But just so you know, this is all new to me, too. I can't promise I won't freak out again, because I will. But I'll still do my best and - talk to you.
[ Because Kai had done an amazing job at bringing him down from his panic earlier, so simply, and somehow, Myung had a feeling he'd be able to again. ]
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That's all I ask. If we close down on each other or don't even try, this won't work out.... [ which would be terrible given they couldn't end it. well, unless he died but even then myung would feel lost trying to be with anyone else. ]
We can slowly get to know each other. One step at a time. I know some things here about you already!
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He felt like they would be okay. ]
One step at a time. Sounds good to me.