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[fibbery]

[ magnus dropped his hands into his lap and watched alec stand to go to the window, deciding to give him a bit of space, even if he wants to reach out. ]

I do forgive you, [ magnus said softly, almost like an apology. he's sorry if that, somehow, doesn't feel true, or enough. ] Because I love you. I know you had doubts. I could see them. But I also know you were trained your whole life to do what you were told.

It's the Clave I'm mad at. [ and that's the truth. however upset and hurt magnus is, it's the clave, azazel and valentine he's angry with more than anyone. and alec... he can't deny it didn't hurt. a lot. and it was terrifying. but he's not mad.

he looks up at alec again, watching him. he shakes his head. ]

It's complicated, powerful magic. I wouldn't say it's something we can do, at least not easily, and not many know how. [ he's a bit scared, of where this might be going. but he wants to answer any questions alec has honestly. ]

What do you want to know?

[withbrood]

[ With a deep exhale of breath, he tried to allow for the words to sink in and to accept them. But he just didn't know if he could forgive himself too easily, especially with all pain it caused for both of them. ]

The Clave is wrong about a lot, Magnus. All that training - all that -

[ How could he blindly follow the rules and regulations for so long? It made him wonder how much more damage they all caused. It heightened his resolve to make a change but he needed to know all the ways to. ] I love you, Magnus, I do.

I needed to know if this could happen again and who might be at risk for it. We need to stop all of them but I don't know everything we're battling. You know more than I do.

[ He turned to look at Magnus, feeling pings of guilt rushing through him. ] I shouldn't have brought it up I'm sorry.

[fibbery]

[ it was a lot to hear alec express that about the clave, even if magnus knew it to be true. alec was so dutiful and dedicated, if he could see what was wrong with the clave... things could change, couldn't they?

it gave magnus hope.

even if alec was right and they don't know everything they're fighting against. magnus might have a lot of knowledge and experience with demons and people like valentine, but there were still a lot of unanswered variables in the equation. ]

What's done is done, [ he says, but with no trace of bitterness. it's okay that alec brought it up. in fact magnus wants to make sure alec understands that. ]

We're in this together, yes? It's okay if you don't feel good about it either. You can talk about that.

[withbrood]

[ Ever since a young age, Alec had almost blindly followed the instructions given to him, so fiercely dedicated to live up to certain expectations. But he never had, always falling just a little short of finding the kind of esteem Jace grasped onto so easily. It only made him work harder, though, determined to have more of an influence. Not because he thought he deserved it, more like he had open eyes to see the truth of things. ]

I never want that to change. You talk to me anytime you need to even if you don't think I'll like hearing it, okay?

[ There were so many things that could tear them apart and it scared him. Walking over to Magnus, he kissed the top of his head. ]

Still want that bath?

[fibbery]

[ when alec kissed his head and magnus leaned against him for a moment, placing himself against his chest as if they were sharing a hug. just a moment, because he wants to find alec's eyes again to reaffirm what they're saying. to promise that he feels the same, and hears alec's words well. ]

I will. [ his serious expression turns soft again, and he cups alec's cheek. ] Oh, my sweet Alexander.

[ the smile turns cheeky. ]

I'm never not up for a bath.

[withbrood]

[ The words were a promise and one Alec did not intend to ever break. There were too many uncertain things in life and he did not want their relationship to become yet another one.

Laughing, he nodded his head. ]

I had a feeling you would say that.

[ Grabbing for the bag, he reached for Magnus' hand to bring them to the bathroom and begin with preparations there. ]

Back to taking our minds off things. Sorry I went there again. I just - have a hard time letting it go.

[fibbery]

[ magnus helped alec get the bath ready, starting to run the water at the perfect temperature with the wave of his hand, letting it fill up. ]

It's okay. I understand.

[ he's had a hard time letting it go, too. but right now he wants to focus on the good, healing things in his life. like alec. like a bath. like alec in the bath with him.

magnus starts undoing the buttons of alec's shirt. ]

If you need to talk, we can talk.

[withbrood]

[ Or course, Magnus could just wave his hand to make the tub begin to fill with water. Sometimes the whole magic thing still took him by surprise but he gave a slow smile all the same. It came in very handy sometimes. ]

I know. I just didn't want to bring it up again so soon. I think I've said all I need to say.

[ Especially for that night. They fled all the way to Paris for distance from it. Reaching out, he started trying to undo Magnus' buttons and zippers. ]

You wear such complicated things.