I'll die if you reject me and don't embrace the bond. If I die, you'll never feel whole for the rest of your life. [ probably too matter of a fact tone for such a serious subject but kai kind of resigned himself long ago to no one really wanting him. not in a longterm sense anyway.
he fell silent and listened to the rest of what myung needed to say, nodding his head every now and again to show his attention. ]
If it helps, I've never had a relationship - I won't know what to do either. [ his experience just so happened to be zero, minus a kiss in his youth but that had been on a dare and not very nice at the end of the day. ]
If - it - I can try to see if I can get this broken. I've never heard of that done but .... I'm sorry. [ not at all his fault but he felt the need to apologize. ]
[ Well, shit. Myung is a lot of things, but he's not going to be responsible for Kai dying, thank you very much. Fuck that.
He lets out what sounds like a snarl. ]
No. Fuck that. You're not dying, what the fuck. How is this even okay? Shit, your culture's fucked up.
[ Oh yeah, he swears even more when he's freaked out. Sorry. He frowns, although without any anger, when Kai mentions never having had a relationship, because does he mean it in the same way that Myung does himself? Or does he mean never? ]
But you've had - hookups, right?
[ Myung sighs, shaking his head. ] Don't apologize. It's not your fault. Is there a chance trying to cancel this would work, or would it be effort for nothing? Because if it's the latter, then... it's pointless, and instead, we should. Get to know each other instead, right?
[ the snarl had him wincing a little, eyes widening from the outburst. oh! he never expected myung to care so much and not want anything to happen to him. they didn't know each other after all and it wouldn't be myung's fault when he knew very little of sea culture. arranged marriages were the norm, after all, and never at all for love or affection. likely, kai would have ended up with someone awful.
a smile small filled his face regardless of the atmosphere because he could just tell myung existed outside of the awful category, no matter what he might try to claim.
he could read auras, thank you very much!
hook ups? oh. the grin slid quickly off his face, his head shaking slowly to signify no. ] I - no. I've only - kissed someone....kind of. It was a dare.
[ kind of pathetic, right?
Biting at his thumb nail, he nodded his head this time. ] We should - probably get to know each other.
Myung does look up, a little startled, as Kai says that. So he's a virgin. On top of everything else. Myung married a virgin. Without knowing. That's some responsibility. ]
Oh. And, um. This - this relationship of ours, does it entail. Sex? Is that something you expect?
[ Might as well know now, if it's another thing that will kill Kai, or something like that. Not that it'd be a hardship. Myung keeps looking at Kai. ] Like. What are the rules?
[ Myung can't even help how much he wants to give Kai a proper kiss, right now. Not a bet, not a dare. Because a boy like Kai probably deserves to be kissed right, but.
Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves too much, huh? It's just a passing thought, because Kai is very cute, and so far, despite the circumstances, he's been pretty kind. And he did help calm Myung down. ]
Okay. Tell me more about yourself, then. First few things you can think of.
[ the floor really never opened up to swallow you when you wanted it to, did it? the blush staining his cheeks sent such a heat over his body but he tried to not look or act too fumbling. keep it cool. smooth. had he ever managed smooth in his life? probably not. then again, he had very little practice there.
continuing to bite at his thumb nail, he tried to remember all the 'bonding' lessons they took in the sea. he really should have paid more attention to the intimacy levels of bonding because it would really help right about now. ]
Um. I - do you like it? [ say the word, kai, don't seem like even more of a virgin than you already are. ] Sex, I mean. [ best to not tell him, bonding with a selkie meant he couldn't really sex up anyone else. ]
I might need to confess....I don't know all the details about the bonds yet. [ oops?
as for things about himself, he could handle that much at least. ] I owe a magic shop, I like to sing and dance....I really love unicorns.
[ Does Myung like sex? The question makes Myung chuckle, without thought, because it's such an obvious answer to him. He couldn't lie if he wanted to. ]
Yes. I very much like sex. I. [ Wait. ] Can I still - have it? With other people? Since you're - [ a virgin, oh God, Kai is a virgin. ] - and you might. Not want to? Like.
[ Goddamn, this is getting awkward. ] Don't get me wrong, I'd absolutely have sex with you, but I'm just trying to. Understand what the boundaries are.
[ Oh. Well so much for Kai being able to answer all the questions Myung might have. ] Oh. Okay. Do you know someone who does?
[ Myung licks his lips, fingers toying with his hat, still in his hands instead of on his head. He laughs at the unicorn mention. ] Cute. Um, me, okay. I'm a student, at Juilliard. I want to become a composer, but I'm a pianist too. [ If the piano in the apartment didn't spell that out already. ] I was born and bred in California.
[ it appeared there were going to be more adjustments than he originally anticipated when he realized he had a husband. married. he had gotten himself accidentally married but every selkie wanted to be bonded to someone. he just believed his might be a more romantic occurence.
but when did things ever go according to plan?
back to chewing on his thumb nail, kai shook his head slowly. ] Uh - I don't think you'll be able to have sex with others but I - mean - I might - [ just because he had never indulged in sex before didn't mean he never wanted to!
dropping his thumb from his mouth, he regarded myung for a moment. ] I can ask my guard in the sea. He will be mad I ditched him to get to you.
I - actually wasn't born in the sea, I'm a rare selkie because I have a human parent and a selkie parent but I retained full - sea powers. I'm fully selkie and no one knows how that happened. I should have been a hybrid like all the others.
[ the smile slowly filled his face again. ] Do you want to compose just music or lyrics too?
Am I upsetting you? I'm sorry, if I am. I don't mean to, I just want to know. So, what you're saying is that... I'm going to only want you? For the rest of my life? What if you never want to have sex with me?
[ That seems so, so wild, to him. Not because Kai isn't attractive, because he really, really, but he's never done this before. He's never, never done this before. The monogamy thing.
And now he's apparently to do it, with someone who's practically a stranger. ] Okay. Can I come? Should I come?
I'm a hybrid. My mom's fae, but my dad's human. That's why I don't have much power at all. And, uh... I usually compose classical music. So I also know how to compose lyrics. I'm just not very good at it.
[ kai shook his head so quickly his neck gave a faint pop. ow. groaning, he rubbed at the spot with a faint point on his lips. yowch. ] You're - not upsetting me at all. I know it's important to know. Uh, selkie bonds are pretty strong and I don't think you'll be able to stand touching anyone else - intimately. It'll probably be repulsive to you.
[ as of the other part of that - ] I - I mean....I'll want you. [ he decided to refrain from explaining how the domestic aspect of just marriage alone would get him hot and bothered. it had to be a weird thing anyway.
myung wanted to come with him? the bond worked quick if separation already bothered him, especially just the hint of it. ] You can come with me, don't worry! I can help you breathe underwater, the quicker way is to kiss you but I have a spell that can do it too.
Faes are fascinating and there are so many different types. Same with sea dwellers and if you count shifters there are even more. One of my best friends in the sea is a shark.
[ leaning in to myung just a bit, kai added in - ] Can I hear sometime? You playing I mean! I bet you're really amazing. You seem....passionate.
[ Myung swallowed hard at the words. It was still - so much to take. Not only was he apparently married, but now he only had his own hand as companion, for - fuck knew how long.
And he doesn't know if it's separation anxiety or if he just wanted to have the opportunity to ask his own questions, himself, without a go-between, but. He knew he wanted to go along with Kai. It could be his only chance, after all.
Just to try and find his footing again, Myung attempted a smile. ]
Kiss me, huh? So forward.
[ Maybe Myung should look into his ancestry. But he prefers jumping at the chance at changing the topic entirely, and leans forward a little, motioning for his piano. ] I can play you something now, if you want. My hands are shaking a bit but there's nothing better for me to get my head on straight again, so. I don't mind.
Of course I will! [ kai responded, shaking his head as if it should be a kind of common knowledge. ] You're really attractive. [ the more difficult thing would be not wanting myung at all. he just couldn't imagine such a thing but he knew it would take a little time to go all the way. they needed to learn each other in other ways first. ]
I would kiss you to help give you the temporary ability to breathe underwater! [ he paused. ] Spells take longer but also work. If you'd prefer me to be less forward.
[ more than a little playful at the moment. as for the piano, he nodded his head in eagerness. but the hand shaking had him pausing, reaching out to try and take myung's hands in his own. had myung picked up yet on how touchy feely kai tended to be? ]
Do you want to rest first? Have a snack? The piano playing can happen anytime!
[ Kai sounded so sure. Myung couldn't help the tiny smile on his face. ] Thanks. So are you.
[ Apparently, it was just something he'd have to learn to get used to. Maybe load up his head with images of Kai, because he could guess he was going to use his hand... quite a bit in the next - however long.
He chuckled. ] I know, I was just teasing you. I got what you meant. And I think you deserve to have a proper first kiss. With no bets, no spells, no nothing. Just a kiss.
[ Myung shook his head, pushing up to stand and walk over to the piano. ] No, I'm fine. It'll help.
[ letting out a small giggle, he tried to hide his mouth with his hand for a moment. it made his words muffled. ] If - I could touch you if you wanted. When you want me to. [ if myung wanted to help him, guide him. ]
You want to kiss me? [ it might have surprised him some but he stood up when myung did, moving over to the piano. ]
Have you been playing a long time? I've never tried before.
[ Myung couldn't quite hide the way his cheeks heated up at the words. ] Bond or not, I'm not making you do anything you don't want to do, or that you're not ready for. We can - revisit, maybe, when you're at that point.
[ However, at the next question, he stopped, frowning for a second before his features softened. He pulled Kai's chin up with a finger, for their eyes to meet. ] Why wouldn't I?
[ He'd just told Kai he was hot, and there was the whole thing about, you know, the marriage. Myung had never been one to turn down kisses, and he was going to do so even less now.
He looked over at the piano, not sitting yet but pulling up the fall board, brushing his fingers along the keys. ]
20 years. I started when I was about 3. So, yeah. A while.
It isn't that I don't want to do it....I just never have before. [ kai confessed, cheeks turning a vivid shade of pink as he thought of a few things. he had urges just like everyone else, thank you very much, and he watched and researched things. he had just never done anything with anyone else yet. ] I - will want to be with you if you want to be with me.
[ staring into myung's eyes, he gave a slight nod of his head. ] Because this isn't what you expected or wanted. I'm probably not what you would have picked for yourself.
[ running his hand over the side of the piano, he let out a low whistle. ] That's a really long time! Sounds like me and dancing. I started it really young because it's so important to the selkie. We are - uh - intoxicating when we dance....I won't do that to you.
[ Myung nodded, the two of them blushing furiously as they looked at each other. It was kinda comical, but also, sort of sweet. Understanding. ] Okay. Well. We can revisit, really. Later.
[ Because it wasn't like he didn't want to. And it wasn't like he didn't want to kiss Kai, either. He was - so endearing, and soft, and yet blunt in ways that Myung appreciated.
Not to mention it was almost hard to look at him, he was so beautiful. Which is why Kai's next words made Myung snort a little, amused and fond. ] The only reason I wouldn't have picked you is because my first thought would have been that you're way too far out of my league. You're so gorgeous. And kind. I'd have wanted you from afar, thinking I had no chance.
[ And that was the truth. Biting the inside of his lip again, Myung shrugged a shoulder. ]
Maybe, one day, you can dance for me. My playing doesn't do anything like that, but hopefully you'll enjoy it anyway.
[ out of his league? what? the words were a confusion, plain and simple. myung must not realize his own sense of beauty, which kai would have to work on showing him! husbands did that sort of thing, supported one another and made sure they were happy as clams. amongst other things, of course, but he could probably tell myung later about early morning blowjobs.
see? he had plenty of wants, just no where to direct them before. ]
You're beautiful, Myung, kind of like in a stop and stare kind of way. Where you can't believe the person before you is actually real and not something you just imagined in your head.
[ eyeing the bench in front of the piano, he started to sit down on it but stopped short to ask first - ] Can I sit next to you while you play?
I'd love to dance for you! I love dancing. It - it's hard to describe but it's kind of like I'm the most me when I'm doing it. i feel the same way in the water. I don't know that I'm especially talented with either but they mean a lot to me. [ but maybe someone like myung would understand. ] The desire thing might happen when the bond clicks into place, by the way. Just to warn you. I'm not sure how strong it will be.
[ Myung stopped at the words, totally mindblown by them. What. What?
He wasn't. He'd never been that kind of beautiful. But the words made his heart feel warm, something right worming its way into his chest. He smiled, sitting down at the bench and motioning for Kai to sit by his side. ]
I'm not - you know what, nevermind. But yeah, of course, you can sit.
[ Myung put his fingers to the piano, thinking of what to play, but then, something caught his attention, in Kai's words. ]
When the bond clicks into place? When is that going to be? How will we be able to tell?
[ sitting down on the bench beside myung, kai had to use all his focus to not just press down randomly on the keys. someone might have never learned the 'look and don't touch' thing. there were just too many sensations to stop yourself from indulging in them! ]
Oh, believe me, you'll know. You'll feel it and being away from me...will be difficult.
[ desire would most likely be included in there but they could resist it.
[ He did have to go to school. Rehearse. It was long hours and a lot of work. Which he'd show some of now, as he settled at the piano, feet on the pedals and hands on the keys, and started playing, his body immediately falling in with the music, moving in rhythm as his fingers flew over the keys.
[ with their different magical makeup, kai couldn't predict the strength of the bond or how it might work out. it might not be too strong at all or it might be intense.
time would tell.
watching myung play, kai forgot everything else, becoming too swept up in the music. myung had so much passion and it meant something to kai to share in it.
his husband had a lot of talent, hopefully something that would go both ways. he wanted myung to be in awe with him as well! ]
[ As the song ended, Myung let his fingers rest on the keys, his head bowed for a moment longer before he turned to Kai, looking a little bit dazed before his gaze cleared. Playing always gripped him from the inside out, shook him from his core outwards.
He couldn't imagine a life without it. Even when he hated it, it was there. ]
[ did he like it? his eyes widened at myung even feeling the need to have to ask. scooting forward, he linked his arm through myung's and placed his head on his shoulder.
touchy feely barely described him. ]
It was so beautiful, Myung. I could listen to you for hours on end. It's like being taken to a whole other world when you play.
[ Myung smiled, undoubtedly pleased by the answer. He bowed his head again, his hand finding Kai's on his arm. ]
Well, I do give concerts and recitals regularly, for school. And if we're to spend a lot of time together, I guess you'll get to hear a lot of it. It's - my entire life.
That's really exciting. What - what do you want to specifically do career wise? [ kai asked, comforted by the closer contact they had with one another and the fact myung seemed to have stopped panicking for the time being. when the bond woke up it might shift things again.
it should be happening any time now. ]
I never had the chance to go to school but I like what I ended up doing. The new age shop a kind of front for the more magic sense of it. It is kind of an apothecary! Herbs and spices all of that, on the upper levels. For those who are magical, things are different down below.
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he fell silent and listened to the rest of what myung needed to say, nodding his head every now and again to show his attention. ]
If it helps, I've never had a relationship - I won't know what to do either. [ his experience just so happened to be zero, minus a kiss in his youth but that had been on a dare and not very nice at the end of the day. ]
If - it - I can try to see if I can get this broken. I've never heard of that done but .... I'm sorry. [ not at all his fault but he felt the need to apologize. ]
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He lets out what sounds like a snarl. ]
No. Fuck that. You're not dying, what the fuck. How is this even okay? Shit, your culture's fucked up.
[ Oh yeah, he swears even more when he's freaked out. Sorry. He frowns, although without any anger, when Kai mentions never having had a relationship, because does he mean it in the same way that Myung does himself? Or does he mean never? ]
But you've had - hookups, right?
[ Myung sighs, shaking his head. ] Don't apologize. It's not your fault. Is there a chance trying to cancel this would work, or would it be effort for nothing? Because if it's the latter, then... it's pointless, and instead, we should. Get to know each other instead, right?
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a smile small filled his face regardless of the atmosphere because he could just tell myung existed outside of the awful category, no matter what he might try to claim.
he could read auras, thank you very much!
hook ups? oh. the grin slid quickly off his face, his head shaking slowly to signify no. ] I - no. I've only - kissed someone....kind of. It was a dare.
[ kind of pathetic, right?
Biting at his thumb nail, he nodded his head this time. ] We should - probably get to know each other.
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Myung does look up, a little startled, as Kai says that. So he's a virgin. On top of everything else. Myung married a virgin. Without knowing. That's some responsibility. ]
Oh. And, um. This - this relationship of ours, does it entail. Sex? Is that something you expect?
[ Might as well know now, if it's another thing that will kill Kai, or something like that. Not that it'd be a hardship. Myung keeps looking at Kai. ] Like. What are the rules?
[ Myung can't even help how much he wants to give Kai a proper kiss, right now. Not a bet, not a dare. Because a boy like Kai probably deserves to be kissed right, but.
Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves too much, huh? It's just a passing thought, because Kai is very cute, and so far, despite the circumstances, he's been pretty kind. And he did help calm Myung down. ]
Okay. Tell me more about yourself, then. First few things you can think of.
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continuing to bite at his thumb nail, he tried to remember all the 'bonding' lessons they took in the sea. he really should have paid more attention to the intimacy levels of bonding because it would really help right about now. ]
Um. I - do you like it? [ say the word, kai, don't seem like even more of a virgin than you already are. ] Sex, I mean. [ best to not tell him, bonding with a selkie meant he couldn't really sex up anyone else. ]
I might need to confess....I don't know all the details about the bonds yet. [ oops?
as for things about himself, he could handle that much at least. ] I owe a magic shop, I like to sing and dance....I really love unicorns.
What about you?
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Yes. I very much like sex. I. [ Wait. ] Can I still - have it? With other people? Since you're - [ a virgin, oh God, Kai is a virgin. ] - and you might. Not want to? Like.
[ Goddamn, this is getting awkward. ] Don't get me wrong, I'd absolutely have sex with you, but I'm just trying to. Understand what the boundaries are.
[ Oh. Well so much for Kai being able to answer all the questions Myung might have. ] Oh. Okay. Do you know someone who does?
[ Myung licks his lips, fingers toying with his hat, still in his hands instead of on his head. He laughs at the unicorn mention. ] Cute. Um, me, okay. I'm a student, at Juilliard. I want to become a composer, but I'm a pianist too. [ If the piano in the apartment didn't spell that out already. ] I was born and bred in California.
Were you born in the ocean?
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but when did things ever go according to plan?
back to chewing on his thumb nail, kai shook his head slowly. ] Uh - I don't think you'll be able to have sex with others but I - mean - I might - [ just because he had never indulged in sex before didn't mean he never wanted to!
dropping his thumb from his mouth, he regarded myung for a moment. ] I can ask my guard in the sea. He will be mad I ditched him to get to you.
I - actually wasn't born in the sea, I'm a rare selkie because I have a human parent and a selkie parent but I retained full - sea powers. I'm fully selkie and no one knows how that happened. I should have been a hybrid like all the others.
[ the smile slowly filled his face again. ] Do you want to compose just music or lyrics too?
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[ That seems so, so wild, to him. Not because Kai isn't attractive, because he really, really, but he's never done this before. He's never, never done this before. The monogamy thing.
And now he's apparently to do it, with someone who's practically a stranger. ] Okay. Can I come? Should I come?
[ Apparently, he's already loathe to leave Kai? That's interesting. ]
I'm a hybrid. My mom's fae, but my dad's human. That's why I don't have much power at all. And, uh... I usually compose classical music. So I also know how to compose lyrics. I'm just not very good at it.
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[ as of the other part of that - ] I - I mean....I'll want you. [ he decided to refrain from explaining how the domestic aspect of just marriage alone would get him hot and bothered. it had to be a weird thing anyway.
myung wanted to come with him? the bond worked quick if separation already bothered him, especially just the hint of it. ] You can come with me, don't worry! I can help you breathe underwater, the quicker way is to kiss you but I have a spell that can do it too.
Faes are fascinating and there are so many different types. Same with sea dwellers and if you count shifters there are even more. One of my best friends in the sea is a shark.
[ leaning in to myung just a bit, kai added in - ] Can I hear sometime? You playing I mean! I bet you're really amazing. You seem....passionate.
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[ Myung swallowed hard at the words. It was still - so much to take. Not only was he apparently married, but now he only had his own hand as companion, for - fuck knew how long.
And he doesn't know if it's separation anxiety or if he just wanted to have the opportunity to ask his own questions, himself, without a go-between, but. He knew he wanted to go along with Kai. It could be his only chance, after all.
Just to try and find his footing again, Myung attempted a smile. ]
Kiss me, huh? So forward.
[ Maybe Myung should look into his ancestry. But he prefers jumping at the chance at changing the topic entirely, and leans forward a little, motioning for his piano. ] I can play you something now, if you want. My hands are shaking a bit but there's nothing better for me to get my head on straight again, so. I don't mind.
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I would kiss you to help give you the temporary ability to breathe underwater! [ he paused. ] Spells take longer but also work. If you'd prefer me to be less forward.
[ more than a little playful at the moment. as for the piano, he nodded his head in eagerness. but the hand shaking had him pausing, reaching out to try and take myung's hands in his own. had myung picked up yet on how touchy feely kai tended to be? ]
Do you want to rest first? Have a snack? The piano playing can happen anytime!
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[ Apparently, it was just something he'd have to learn to get used to. Maybe load up his head with images of Kai, because he could guess he was going to use his hand... quite a bit in the next - however long.
He chuckled. ] I know, I was just teasing you. I got what you meant. And I think you deserve to have a proper first kiss. With no bets, no spells, no nothing. Just a kiss.
[ Myung shook his head, pushing up to stand and walk over to the piano. ] No, I'm fine. It'll help.
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You want to kiss me? [ it might have surprised him some but he stood up when myung did, moving over to the piano. ]
Have you been playing a long time? I've never tried before.
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[ However, at the next question, he stopped, frowning for a second before his features softened. He pulled Kai's chin up with a finger, for their eyes to meet. ] Why wouldn't I?
[ He'd just told Kai he was hot, and there was the whole thing about, you know, the marriage. Myung had never been one to turn down kisses, and he was going to do so even less now.
He looked over at the piano, not sitting yet but pulling up the fall board, brushing his fingers along the keys. ]
20 years. I started when I was about 3. So, yeah. A while.
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[ staring into myung's eyes, he gave a slight nod of his head. ] Because this isn't what you expected or wanted. I'm probably not what you would have picked for yourself.
[ running his hand over the side of the piano, he let out a low whistle. ] That's a really long time! Sounds like me and dancing. I started it really young because it's so important to the selkie. We are - uh - intoxicating when we dance....I won't do that to you.
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[ Because it wasn't like he didn't want to. And it wasn't like he didn't want to kiss Kai, either. He was - so endearing, and soft, and yet blunt in ways that Myung appreciated.
Not to mention it was almost hard to look at him, he was so beautiful. Which is why Kai's next words made Myung snort a little, amused and fond. ] The only reason I wouldn't have picked you is because my first thought would have been that you're way too far out of my league. You're so gorgeous. And kind. I'd have wanted you from afar, thinking I had no chance.
[ And that was the truth. Biting the inside of his lip again, Myung shrugged a shoulder. ]
Maybe, one day, you can dance for me. My playing doesn't do anything like that, but hopefully you'll enjoy it anyway.
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see? he had plenty of wants, just no where to direct them before. ]
You're beautiful, Myung, kind of like in a stop and stare kind of way. Where you can't believe the person before you is actually real and not something you just imagined in your head.
[ eyeing the bench in front of the piano, he started to sit down on it but stopped short to ask first - ] Can I sit next to you while you play?
I'd love to dance for you! I love dancing. It - it's hard to describe but it's kind of like I'm the most me when I'm doing it. i feel the same way in the water. I don't know that I'm especially talented with either but they mean a lot to me. [ but maybe someone like myung would understand. ] The desire thing might happen when the bond clicks into place, by the way. Just to warn you. I'm not sure how strong it will be.
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He wasn't. He'd never been that kind of beautiful. But the words made his heart feel warm, something right worming its way into his chest. He smiled, sitting down at the bench and motioning for Kai to sit by his side. ]
I'm not - you know what, nevermind. But yeah, of course, you can sit.
[ Myung put his fingers to the piano, thinking of what to play, but then, something caught his attention, in Kai's words. ]
When the bond clicks into place? When is that going to be? How will we be able to tell?
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Oh, believe me, you'll know. You'll feel it and being away from me...will be difficult.
[ desire would most likely be included in there but they could resist it.
most likely. ]
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[ He did have to go to school. Rehearse. It was long hours and a lot of work. Which he'd show some of now, as he settled at the piano, feet on the pedals and hands on the keys, and started playing, his body immediately falling in with the music, moving in rhythm as his fingers flew over the keys.
An Arabesque, for a dancer. ]
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[ with their different magical makeup, kai couldn't predict the strength of the bond or how it might work out. it might not be too strong at all or it might be intense.
time would tell.
watching myung play, kai forgot everything else, becoming too swept up in the music. myung had so much passion and it meant something to kai to share in it.
his husband had a lot of talent, hopefully something that would go both ways. he wanted myung to be in awe with him as well! ]
Wow.
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He couldn't imagine a life without it. Even when he hated it, it was there. ]
Did you like it? [ His voice was small, soft. ]
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touchy feely barely described him. ]
It was so beautiful, Myung. I could listen to you for hours on end. It's like being taken to a whole other world when you play.
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Well, I do give concerts and recitals regularly, for school. And if we're to spend a lot of time together, I guess you'll get to hear a lot of it. It's - my entire life.
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